❓QUESTION:
In meditation (I'm trying to establish contact with my Higher Self), other hands spontaneously appear on my palms (both human-like and not, it's hard to make out, it's more fantasy than a clear clairvoyant image). These hands help to rock my hands (a slight up and down movement, a feeling of heaviness), then they disappear abruptly, but glowing and humming spheres remain in my palms. Instinctively, I bring my hands to my stomach and heart, feeling warmth. That's all... Then I just sit with my eyes closed in tranquility (it feels like 5 minutes, though an hour might pass). How can I move forward? I don't want this to be fantasy (images), I want to see as I see in reality.
❗️LEE'S ANSWER:
You don't see not because of an issue with your vision, but because of an attachment to familiar forms. That which (who) communicates with you does not have a form familiar to your mind. You cut it off by expecting a linear image, but it is multidimensional that is in contact with you.
It's better not to search with your eyes, but to ask questions within yourself. The more specific the question, the more specific the answer will be. But the answer may not come directly in meditation, but in subsequent dreams or events.
You need an 'aha' state - a sudden insight about what (who) is in contact with you. And it will be something different from what you previously thought. Therefore, it is advisable to get rid of assumptions and expectations. Something different, perceived differently than a known visual form. It is also possible that the form itself exists, but you identify it with something negative. And if that is the case, then for visualization, you will have to go through a path of getting rid of negative preconceptions.
