You Can't Just Hide Out in Bali

❓QUESTION:
For a long time I was running away from my own reality, avoiding the topic of war and other external events that disturb the ego. I stopped escaping into books, TV series, reels, fantasies, because the avoidance began to cause physical nausea. Immediately the most terrifying root beliefs surfaced, and especially the fear of death, from which I had been escaping into the above-mentioned plots. I am working through this, among other things, with Leah, but this is some kind of hell…

❗️ANSWER from lee:
This is what I said before: "you can't just hide out in Bali." Right now there is no place on the planet where you can "hide out." But not because "the truth of life will find you," but because inner content comes out into the outer world.
The very meaning of our time is "look at what you were turning away from."
But!
Not for condemnation. Not for denial. Not for correction. Not for regret. Certainly not for punishment.
For awareness — "this is what is stored inside…"

Next the question — inside of whom?
The general answer — "inside the collective consciousness."
But the precise answer — "inside me."
You cannot fix the collective consciousness by explaining something to other people.

This is important and I will repeat it once more:
You cannot fix the collective consciousness by explaining something to other people.
The way is to see what is personally inside you and then change it INSIDE YOURSELF.
After which you will begin to radiate this kind of frequency.

And then your kind of frequency will turn out to be coherent with the same frequencies of other people.
And that is when you will find yourself in the collective field of people just like you.
The logic is the same as the one that says: to write to someone by email, you first need to set up your own email.
Having your personal frequency is like having your email address — from it you write, and to it you receive a reply.
Even if you brilliantly persuade others to set up email addresses, you still will not be able to communicate with them until you have a personal address.

So — your inner content today is what you see in the outer world. Now change your inner content without hiding from the outer — for the outer is merely a reflection.