How to believe that I am the Creator?

❓QUESTION:
Things are starting to work out; through grounding and breathing, spasms and constrictions in the body are released. What I used to relieve with pills, I can now let pass, let go, and it goes away. Even with some events it was like that—as if everything dissolved. But how to believe that I am the Creator? All the time it seems that someone is helping me, that it's not me myself.
❗️ANSWER lee:
Study the theme of cyclicality in your life. And you will see quite clearly that events have no chaotic randomness at all. They follow the algorithms of your thoughts very precisely.
People and situations arise in repeating cycles precisely because you contain and activate the same beliefs inside yourself. And changing them leads to contrasting events and creates a challenge—whether you go to a new level or repeat the old.
Studying this process itself will give you not faith, but knowledge—you are the Creator.
And then you stop creating by default, but choose what you wish to manifest.
At the same time, the "higher powers" become your "amplifier," not someone who interferes from outside. That is, "they" are part of you, coming from a level of greater awareness.